Well its been a rainy afternoon today,and i decided to walk to my new hang out place...where?well toffee dream of course.
so there i was looking bleak beacuse of the gloomy day looming over me.
"rain,rain,rain, go away little me wants to play" kept playing inside my head as i look outside the window of toffee dreams.and then suddenly here she walks towards me...the girl i kept seeing here in the shop every now and then.well not really seeing but meeting here.oh thats not correct either.hmmm...its like i saw her here every now and then.anyway here sshe comes...
" Hey there!! " dream girl asks
" Hi " thats me with my voice barely whisper.
" Ummm are you reading that paper?'coz if not i would like to read them...."
" Yeah ssure,ssure i mean im not done reading...errr here you go"(stupid,stuttering me)
" Gee thanks " freamgirl says with a smile that lits up her warm stunning eyes.ans then she walked back to her table.
And again i was lefft in my lonely table across that beautiful angel.still couldnt kepp my eyes away from her so i burried my eyes into a photography magazine showing leopards and stuff.
A little late an equally pretty girl walks in the room and sat beside cool girl.." nice pair of friends ' i thought to myself.
I was a table away so i accidentaly overheard they're conversations..
" He is just so mean...he said he's not getting married beacause i broke up with him" dream girl
" Well he told us he is going to a seminary beacause he wants to serve the lord when he heard he has cancer" preety girl
" He is lying....i really felt that he used me...he didn't tell me anything"
"......" pretty girl
" Even when we were together he just keeps mum about it and told me that if we broke up he will not marry again... that he will just enter seminary or something"
" Well i dont really know...thats what i heard from his family " pretty girl
" Well thats unfair...im being used gain and as what as a esxape goat" and then my dream girl burried her face into her hands and cried softly.
and all pretty girl could do is calm her down.
And as for me i can't seem to hate the guy who ever he is..i mean there she is my dream girl so compposed,pretty and she too studied at STATE U by the way.so i mean why would a stupid jerk leave her...that manipulative &^^$%^*%(^&.
But as they two tallked i can't help the feeling of de ja vu hang over me,coincidences kept unreveling as the they talk...the place whare they hang out,tha school, and even the guys afflicted disease,and also the manipulative tendencies...
Slowly i turned my head away from them and stared out the window...i tried to unhear the words that she was saying.I can't bare to see he there sitting all drained of tears and aching inside.And as I continue to gaze out the window a sense of paiin slowly creepeddd insidde me.A slow building paiin that is buried deep,deep inside me..and silently i am taken back to a time of remebering...a ttime where only I and few other know...a time before Toffe Dream existed.
